Some places don't provide the same means of outlet like they used to

I can't pump the powerhouse back into the powerhouse
 like overflowing

I can't fill them up
I can't make the blue crush the rock
Can't make the day paint the songs
I don't try to neglect, I refuse to
I abuse too

It is not forgot

emancipation ovulation
salutation,
                       goodbye.

we've tied the knot
now, who has not
                       forgot

forgot what?

I sought the sound
of the contours of my sinews
with my radars and my x rays
telescope and wavelengths

Thank you dear America for enabling me these prescription pills
which do no good but put me in overdrive
to do all my dutily deeds.